
i want the dress.
and the cardigan.
take a look at lookbook. i just can't stop scrolling down..!
no. this is not about this.
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suddenly i hate the name-natasya merican.
suddenly i dont want to use it anymore.
suddenly i really hate being me.
suddenly i wanna be somebody else.
suddenly i feel like i am in a cage.
suddenly i hate my life.
suddenly i hate myself even more.
suddenly i wish i dont even exist in this world.
suddenly i just wish i were dead.
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but. still.
i want the shoes.
and the cardigan.
the dress to0!
i wish i could turn the world up-side-down :'(